no fear. just loathing in madison.

ugh. i'm sick of my face. and my wardrobe. and myself altogether. can i have a do-over? is there a way to take my personality and transplant it into another body? one that doesn't have allergies or bouts of depression?

i need some serious outside time today. i'm thinking of swiping one of laura's bikes and having at it. does anyone know if this is a month the Y has waved its start-up fees? jeesus. i feel like i'm a walking atrophy.

seriously though. i'm in the worst shape i've ever been. once i quit the USC gym--more for the fact that i can't put up with the college girls than due to monitary issues--i didn't really get any excercise. and i don't have my DDR here. and i'm getting old. i feel old.

dammit. i'm going to stop whining and get out of here.