follow up

[duchess_of_pie]

dear universe.

what is this? i know you have a lot to take care of and i'm kind of needy at the moment, but you aren't returning my calls and i'm a little bit lost.

what comes next? because i'm doing like you said, focusing on paying up my bills and completing projects heretofore left undone. but i'm a planner, and it's hard for me to be coming to the end of one agenda without another one ready and waiting.

i trust you, i really do. you've been very good to me in the past. i just want to make sure that we're all good and my karma credit isn't in jepoardy. if it is and there's any way i can improve on that, just show me the way and it's done.

my happiness--on a scale of 10--has been sitting on 5 for a very long time. i would like this to change. i really don't want to dip below that, but if it means fuel for ambition and purpose, i may welcome it (as long as it doesn't bring misfortune to anyone else).

anyway. just checking in. get back to me on this when you've got a minute.

hope you are well,

amber.

p.s. could you do something about my life's temperature? i can live here without heat and i can live with luke-warm water, but living with both (i'e. cold morning apartment + less than hot shower = wasted energy in shivers) is becoming emotionally exhausting. thanks.

Comments

[carinbrat.livejournal.com]

*hug*

[duchess-of-pie.livejournal.com]

thank you. but i just needed to get in touch with them. they're fast. things are already on the mend. who knew they had a line on the internet?

[kitsunekami.livejournal.com]

Don't you wish you were in Japan, where you can go to a public bath and get all warmed up? God, I wanna go to an onsen...

[duchess-of-pie.livejournal.com]

i do. i really really do. i remember going to one when i was working in a mountain town in korea.

actually, there was someone on the los_angeles community asking after korean spas and i've thought about going. i mean, i'm HERE, they're here, i should get looking.