Writer's Block: Prying Eyes

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need pile vs want pile vs not a prioity pile.

had a bad dream last night that i was still living with him and i came home and there were all these people in the house that were going to be guests. i was so mad at him. why didn't he tell me? what the fk was wrong with him? what the hell was HE doing there? he wouldn't talk to me. and somehow i knew they would all be gone in the morning, but i didn't care if they stayed. i just wanted him gone.

i liked it better when i was dreaming about ewan. *sadface*


maybe this comes on the back of making the official decision yesterday that i'm not ready for dating. i was taking a walk and evaluating happy levels. friends and family. check. awesome apartment. check. reintegration into theatre community. check. hobbies and entertainment. check. that's it, right? what am i missing? something's keeping me from my goal.

oh! a job. of course. not that anyone likes giving up that much of their day, but a job pays for things and makes me feel useful. so if that's the last piece of the puzzle, thinks i, then that's not so bad! i can totally fill that in.


it wasn't until later that i realized that a relationship wasn't even on my list.

maybe that dream is my head reminding my heart that love is presently upsetting to my stomach. besides. boys are a timesuck and i gots things to do!