an anniversary...

how is it that my good friends all realized before i did that this boy was different, that he would change my world?

i would never have thought that a terribly silly dinner and coffee date would turn into the most emotionally fufilling year of my life thus far.

it feels strange to tell people that i'm in a long-distance relationship. i don't feel that way at all. he is a part of my every day.

i want to pull him apart and find out what's in him that makes me love him so much....so maybe it's good that he's all the way over there and i can't reach.

i can't even put into words how lucky i am...i hope i've done enough good in my life to deserve this.