ah, regrets. day 19

something i regret? my previous filtered entry. not that i made it. no. as i responded to laurie, i like to challenge myself to be open and honest and for realz. i hide very little from the world...i hide even less from my friends.

what i regret was allowing myself to get upset. taking a comment personally when it had nothing to do with me. voicing an insecurity and fair begging you all to say something to make me feel better. and you did. beautifully. thank you. i often tizzy my own damn self and am usually able to talk me down with a little time. but it makes me smile to know there are people who care and will hug me with their minds across the ether or with their bodies in person. because sometimes, a girl just needs her "it's okay" batteries charged. i can run on this for quite some time now. thanks for humoring me and being lovelygood peeps.

*^_^*

but yes. i regret letting insecurity lord over me, if even for a few hours. i know better. i know my fears are irrational. i know that i should place my worry chips on more worthy matters.

i know.

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Writer's Block: Open book test

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well. there are two full sets of harry potter. a set of laura ingalls wilder. a set of jane austen. lots of japanese writers. a couple about zombies. a fair few lit anthologies and theatre books.

first of all, if you're allowed into my room where my bookshelves are, you already probably know me very well. secondly, if you already know me well, my bookshelves will only draw from you the conclusion that i am exactly the person you thought i was.