grr. rar. (tones of mutant enemy)

OH MY GOD I HATE EVERYTHING TODAY.

I CAN'T. I JUST CAN'T GO INTO IT. THERE'S PROBLEMS WITH A LAZY-ASSED SUPERVISOR AND A LAST-MINUTE INTERVIEW, AND HAVING TO TAKE TIME OFF AND LIE ABOUT IT, AND COWORKER BEING SICK WITH HER PROJECT LEFT UNDONE AND THE ASSUMPTION THAT I KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT...

JUST IN GENERAL: I CANNOT! STAND IT! WHEN PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE PROFESSIONAL AND HAVE THEIR FUCKING! SHIT! TOGETHER AND DON'T AND THEN FUCKING! EXPECT ME TO BE PROFESSIONAL IN TURN AND MAKE UP FOR ALL OF THEIR LACK OF PLANNING!!! FUCK! WHAT IS __WRONG__ WITH PEOPLE HERE?

AND WHY CAN'T I MAKE MY WORDS ANY LOUDER?

THIS IS MADDEST I HAVE BEEN IN A LONG! LONG! TIME!

*FLIPS OFF THE COMPUTER, HOPES YOU SEE IT*

(no subject)

sorry for all of the memes lately. i'm really just combating whatever it is at this job that wants to drag me into the pits of insanity.

stolen from laurie.

( it's all about meme, rerellylly. )

today came in like a lion and went out like a lamb.

i would just like to announce that i've paid the first of my four debts down. *and the crowd goes wild* that was my bank loan. the loan from gabe is being chipped away month by month, and will be taken care of very soon. and my credit card? well.

i have a job interview tomorrow, and i'm taking the day off to get everything ready and put my best foot in it. if i get the job, i'll feel confident enough to pay off my credit card too. (i have the funds, i'm just making sure i have a buffer for rent.)

then it's just the school loans, which i will be paying until i die. but i can deal with those.

oh geez. if i can be debt free (not counting the school loans) by my birfday.... *dreams*

oh. also...the job i'm interviewing for is another legal position. but it's in a MUCH more exciting place than the one i'm in now. all i'm saying for now is that it's industry-related.


i'll tell you more when i know their verdict.