i hate everyone.

according to my x-rays, i have to have a lot of physical therapy.
physical therapy is going to make me poor.
lack of funds + back pain = i miss the ok go concert tomorrow.

my boyfriend lives far away.
he says it is 95 degrees and sunny there.
it is gross here. and i have to walk home in it.

i ordered my fanclub materials a long fkn time ago.
they were fkn expensive by brittish conversion rates.
they still haven't fkn arrived. even after contacting them. twice.

i was out late last night.
i have to vote tonight and go get a filling.
i would kill for a nap.

i don't have time for anything anymore.
the minute i have a free day it gets scheduled.
doctors. dentists. chiropractors. radiologists.

i've been trying for months to put some money away. anything.
then my spine breaks.
and i get towed.

the bosswitch's birthday was this weekend.
we were required to give up our afternoon break to celebrate.
the cake was shitty.

i want to think that tomorrow will be better.
but it will really be the same old shit.
and every once in a while, i'm allowed to react like this.